Why did I fall for you?
You broke my heart.
And while you did that, you’re probably living life normally as if I never existed.
Which is fine. Life goes on. You move on. I move on.
But right now. I still don’t like you. I want to hate you but I can’t.
Because I still feel for you. Even though I don’t want to anymore.
I have so much hatred for you and as much as I want to say “I hate you,” I can’t.
The only thing I can do is be happy for you in your little life accomplishments because I care for you.
Even though I don’t want to have any feelings towards you.
I can’t hate you.