New Year, Same Me

So obviously it’s been a good, hot second since I’ve posted on here. I hope everyone is aware that it is the new year and so far I’m pretty okay everything. Also, it’s four days until everyone’s lives will starting going downhill from there.

But here’s a little catchup on my life. Everything is great. I have 3 paying jobs and starting my final semester at university on the 23rd and I’m excited yet terrified. I’m also starting my internship that day so we’ll see if I’ll get academic credit that will determine if it’s my final semester. Here’s hoping that it is. As much s I love school, I’m ready to start getting my life in order.

It might be a little too early to say this but I’m happy where I am and who I am at this point. If you asked me if I was happy 5 years ago, it would’ve been a way different answer. But like I said, it’s still too early.

As for boys, let’s just say I let the one that made me so insecure about myself officially go, even though I tried holding on. I’m still insecure about myself as it is, so I don’t need someone else to do that for me and makes me question if I’m good enough. I’m not in any serious relationship or relationship in general but so far, I’m spending time with someone that I enjoy their company. Even though, I can be comfortable with anyone and be myself. This one let’s me embrace my weirdness and even to this day, I can’t believe that he likes spending time with me too. Or so I think. But whether or not this one wants to stay in my life for the time being, again, it’s still too early to tell. But I wouldn’t mind spending time with him, even if it’s just for a little while longer.

I might be stressed and I might go crazy sometimes but even though it’s just sixteen days into the New Year, I’m still me but I’m in a good place right now. Hopefully the good place expands even more.

Thanks for reading.

Cheers.