Being Annoyed

I think the one thing I don’t like about talking to people that could lead to something more, is that if they ignore you or if they do something I can’t be mad. The fact that I can’t be mad just annoys me. But at the same time why am I getting mad over someone that might not even be with me.

Also, I don’t like when I have no idea what their intentions are like are you going to just sleep with more or is this going to lead into a relationship. Like WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! I honestly don’t care what the answer is, I just want to know. Even if I tried asking and I’m left confused because the question wasn’t answered.

Another thing, why is “ghosting” a thing? Sometimes I think things are going great and then one day there is no reply and that reply never comes. I just don’t understand what is going through the other person’s mind. But I hate that people ghost other people. I’m a big girl, if you don’t want to talk to me anymore then that’s perfectly fine. Tell me and I won’t stop talking to you. In the end I don’t want to look like an idiot trying to get someone’s attention who doesn’t want it.

Literally the only thing I can feel with this guys is annoyed. I get it, honesty can hurt but I would rather know than be left in the dark. I just think that the number one thing is that if I’m going to be ignored, tell me that I’m being ignored and I’ll stop.

Okay. That’s all I have. It’s almost 7am, I have a final to study for later on tonight. I just needed to get this out of my head. Also, fun fact, it’s the last week of Fall semester of my undergraduate career.